From Sam's point of view...
I was so excited to start college and getting to dance all day, it sounded like heaven. The first year was really exciting, scary and thrilling. I remember thinking on the first day, everyone who was going to turn up as a first year like me were probably the best at their local school. So really it was going to be the best of the best I was going to be dancing with. Where would I fit in? Would I be top of my year or realize I hadn't worked quite as hard as I thought?
I was so ecstatic and nervous when I was told to join the 3 rd years for jazz. I of course respected it was their class so went to the back. But honestly, they all seemed incredible dancers. I think I spent most of the first lesson with my jaw on the floor, hoping one day I would be just as good.......
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Auditioning for Arlene Philips for the 3rd year summer show number, was mind-blowing and also nerve wracking especially since I was just a little 1st year.
Everyone was used in the number, but what was a surprise for me was that Arlene had 2 featured spots in the number and I got one of them!!!!
Did I become arrogant? No, I was always aware,life is not static, one minute you're on top the next minute you're on the bottom. It's nice if people still like you when you're on the bottom again. ....
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When I decided to quit the teaching course in my 2nd year, it was the first time I was aware that I was making a decision about my life that could end up with me regretting it and possibly mess up future opportunities. There was a moment of panic, I hoped I was making the decision for the right reason, which was that deep down I knew I wasn't cut out for and wouldn't be happy teaching classical, tap or modern.
It turned out I was right, and found my teaching home in jazz!......
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When I went to my first audition with my fellow 3rd years. I was prepared to maybe get through a few cuts of the audition. We were all really nervous and felt intimidated by the other girls.I think because I had accepted the possibility of not getting the job I went for broke because I thought I had nothing to lose. If you can go to auditions with that kind of feeling, of nothing to lose or unshakeable confidence (not arrogance, there is a difference) then your nerves don't get the better of you....
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One by one my friends got cut, but stayed to cheer on the rest of us still going. Once I was the only one left, my friends still stayed and continued to cheer me on. I knew the contract was going to start before I had finished my 3rd year, but I honestly never thought I would get my first audition. I turned it down, because I thought "you only graduate from college once in your life, but you'll get more than one job".
Sam Modeste
Sam's final years as a dance student was at Stella Mann Dance College. Sam trained in I.S.T.D. Ballet, R.A.D. Ballet, I.S.T.D. Modern, I.S.T.D. Tap, Contemporary and Jazz at Stella Mann. Sam also started to train as a teacher of I.S.T.D. Ballet and Modern. Stella Mann only offered Dance and Dance teacher courses. They did not have a musical theatre course at the time.
In her first year, Sam was told to join the 3rd years in their 3rd year Jazz class. Which led to Sam being the only 1st year asked to audition for the 3rd year's summer show number choreographed by Arlene Philips. Arlene Philips was the artistic director of Stella Mann Dance College.
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In her 2nd year as a student at Stella Mann, Sam decided to quit the teaching course.
In her third year just before Easter, Sam attended her first audition with her 3rd year friends to gain some experience of auditioning for dance jobs. Out of hundreds of dancers auditioning for the show Sam made it all the way through to the final cuts in the audition and was offered the job. The job started before the end of her 3 year course at Stella Mann. Sam opted to turn down the job, so she could complete her 3 years .
Sam graduated in the summer of 1989 as a third year student of Stella Mann.